one more picture of me taken yesterday. It was shooted by the cell phone so has a bad image quality ;=) I'm still waiting for more people in this blog but that's gonna be failed I guess ;) My mood is totally down but i hope it will get higher with some good emotions that i will get tomorrow having fun walking around the city and just being a normal person_what/..
Now sitting here and thinking about the new song. I have the melody in my mind but have nothing to match it with cause it is so special and no lyrics are coming up for me to fix it all together...
It is already 4:45 a.m my time but i don't wanna sleep..even cannot fall asleep. What is that who knows?...usually i do sleep so good and if i barely put my head on the pillow i fall asleep immediately but now here's something wrong...
My country is a very weird one...Hard to live here and to be that russian one that people do think about like it has some "matreshka" and "valenki"...it has been gone many many years ago but they still do think about people in here as about ancient ones/...And if i talk about music it's very hard to play it here also. I look at the window, see the people and the houses and i cannot do anything cause my hands are hanging down itself and i'm still stuck in here for more time...Maybe that's why i cannot fall asleep since i started this long and killing me thoughts to think about...
Okay time to finish that post, hope someone will read that ;=)
Inga
P.S. so many things are trying to escape from my head and get written in here but if i ever start to write about it i cannot stop myself)_ let it be kept deep inside of my head)_ i bet try to use all the things and the information in my songs..that will be so cool and interesting ;)
Have a nice morning since it's 4:53 ;=)
Posts
Well, if you talk about Russia, you are right, there are many people still thinking that way. In case of our people it is a bit different. You know - from the World War II we were set free from two sides - Russian and American. Still after the war we became a communist country watched and controlled by Russia so many years after the revolution our people thought about your country like about somebody, who wants to manipulate them and went as crazy to do everything Americans do. Which is also not the good way, but still we felt more free :) But why am I writing this, people change - as soon as also the political situation changes you can not consider the nation the same as it was before. Let´s see China: now everybody here complains that they are decreasing the quality of all the products they are copying, European producers have to fight again their cheap prices. It will come the day, when they will rise (because they do already) and we should not forget they are soooo many people there. So I don´t see Russia as a country of old traditions, I see a nation, that grows up...
ReplyDeleteAs for music, I never had so much fantasy to create something on my own, but the fact is, there is not even a second I would not have some song in my head as such a neverending music player :D I love it...
So, don´t think about what you can not do, where you are. Think about that, what you CAN DO. Don´t forget Mr. Obama´s words YES, WE CAN!...ha ha:D
Haha, okay, let it be an inspiration for me in my beginnings ;=)
ReplyDelete\Thanx for that comment it's always nice to hear what people out of here (from Czech for example as you are) think about the world political problems and the people in here ...
But i meant thing about music not that i don't have any fantasy but it's impossibly to go upper in here in our music stairs. If i do have a brilliant material i mean an album,the awesome promo pics it's still very hard to do this anyway..so..((